I haven’t been blogging too much lately because I am physically and emotionally exhausted and Friday the 13th was not a good day, I work to help my peers get Hep C treatment and although some of them are impossible I remember how impossible I was. The problem is now I am staff and that makes staff my peers as well. Although I love my job there are many problems in medical when it comes to low income. It is a high-pressure environment and doctors get threatened and sometimes are nervous to go home from the South Bronx. I can see both sides of the equation but my heart is with the underdog and I challenged staff Friday. I still don’t know the outcome. Let me get to the point, I should have been elated that I finally got my book online and it took 15 yrs of dreaming and giving up. I guess what I am saying is that life still comes at you so although you have conquered one milestone there are many more to keep you on your toes. Medical, Psychological and just plain f-in tired and achy lol. I told myself that even if I got (Paid) with this book that I would not jump ship because you should be thankful for your first real job and not forget where you were but sometimes it is hard.